Thursday, March 18, 2010

Aimless Thoughts from A Jaded Heart. . .

Its been weeks.
And its showing.
The time and effort that I put into this relationship, or lack thereof.
Is not reaping any benefits.
What I fail to understand is how I continue to buy into these sold dreams.
We are so past reality, so past normalcy,
That I can't even decipher whether I'm right or you're wrong.
Who's telling the truth?
Or better yet, who's truth is it?
Am I crazy to think that every gaze, every moment, every arguement
Holds the utmost significance as far as we each are concerned?
Or have you COMPLETELY lost your mind because you're choosing to forget?
My thoughts are tainted with images of what was and what could have been.
Whats supposed to be. And what is clearly not occurring.
Your thoughts are elsewhere and have nothing to do with me.
My heart is torn in two,
And each piece has been strategically placed 2,500 miles in an opposite direction.
Everyday is a struggle.
Real love in its finest hour. This is stupid.

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